Here you go again. A month left this blog cause my college-no-internet aka I'm too lazy to go to cybercafe/library.
How was you life, guys? Everything was okay? Fine? Dull?
Well for me, April was too baddd- too many challenges.
Allah turunkan ujian mengikut kemampuan hambaNya.That is true............ But it seems -NO- to me its just -NO- idk its just-
I cried almost every week ((lol)) A challenge by challenge came shooting and killing me. Well, I thought I am a strong girl so 'crying' is not an object to me. I used to whisper my "You're a strong girl, no crying" but naah-- until one fine evening I burst them out at the mushola. Wow, malu tau tak but no one noticed so yea thank god. I think Ammar (badar) noticed hahahhaha.
What am I cried of?
I don't know why but I'm that type who friend with everybody. I got friend who lives with her father's salary RM80 per week. I got friend who walked a kilometre to school every early in the morning. I got friends who help their parents working at the night market selling vegetables. But it ain't a problem to me. They even teach me to be grateful. But 'no' to certain people outside there. They chose their friends. "You ugly, you stupid, you are not my friend" nauzubillahiminzalik.
That is not a topic actually. Well, I got a hard-friendship fighting. Alhamdulillah, everything settled down now. Syukur alhamdulillah. You know lost a friend will dull my entire life. My bestfriends are my everything. I may care if they fool me, they cheat on me, they backstab me, but I may not show it. Cause friendship is more important. Let me ask you how are you going to live if you don't have a friend? How clever you are, how famous you are, how rich you are, you need a friend. Or not you'll feel the loneliness.
Yang jahat jangan dibalas dengan jahat.Let Allah give back to them? Just DO NOT revenge on people moreover your friends. I've been go through many situation about friends-fight. A rebut B, C rebut B, D rebut B cause B is clever, attractive, hot, famous, cool- what else? Every year, I'll meet, wave hands, says hello to this type of problem. But I can't do anything so just stand there like a statue and wait until the problem is over :)
Whenever, you finding a strength, a right path, a forgiveness, remember we as Muslim do have Allah. Share everything to Him. cry to Him, pray to Him. He will help you insyaAllah. Allah fair much just have faith on him, trust Him. Whenever you feel miserable, recite Al-Kursiy, recite the Quran, take the wudhu'. It will make you calm. I've tried and always do, did etc.
Thats all from me, bye assalamualaikum.
